impossible dream

Just something I wrote after seeing an ex girlfriend.

Blazing the end of a memory that should never occurred
Inhaling the sweet possibilities of other alternatives
Bringing thoughts onto me that I buried deep inside
Venerable outside these rigid walls, of pain and hate
Investing hours in the construction
Many moons will rise before they are beaten down
Remember the hurt the violent tears
Sleepless nights prevail over nightmares
Hauntings of the guards sleeping
Allowing one to slip the cracks
Bring me those peaceful times the silver spoon
The smiles and hi-fives and the tears for joy and the love to me
The difficulty to expand is inexperience
Rooms and roads full of trauma
Misaligned realities with future
Dreaming the impossible dream