Soul Fight

its about a crazy situation i lived with for a long time

First you say I cause you trouble,
Then suddenly everything is fine
This intense conflict we battle,
Has haunted us a long time.

You don't always want me around,
But enjoy my comfort when it feels right,
These circumstances we chooose to live with
Its an internal war, a soul fight.

All wounds are final,
They just need time to heal
So in the recovery time,
We need to analyze,.. exactly how we feel.

Are we gonna try and make it?
Or will it all fall down,
I search and search for answers,
But your lips don't make a sound.

We're not moving forward.
And we can't be on this page anymore,
So if you really want me in your life,
Speak up now, before I close the door.