State of Mind

This one's about my best friend, J.R., when we weren't that great together.

I hated the feelings of rage I had inside
He wasn't just listening to a word I said
And he wouldn't understand my state of mind

He had often taken me for a ride[lied]
And I never could tell where it would end
And I hated the feelings of rage I had inside

I had to run, away from him and hide
But he just wouldn't ever let me blend
And he wouldn't understand my state of mind

He wasn't nice, he wouldn't cry, he wasn't kind
He never was seriuos or real, he just fled
And I hated the feeling of rage I had inside

In the beginning I thought that our souls were entwined
But I learned later on and my feelings at heart were dead
Because he wouldn't understand my state of mind

Now we haven't spoken or seen in Hyde
From each other we had to slowly end
I hated the feelings of rage I had inside
Because he wouldn't understand my state of mind