Forget

What i try and forget, some reason never escapes me .

I'm not sure of your exsistense,
Can't define if you're real.
So I force myself to hate you,
Because of the way I feel.
So cold and lonely,
So broken deep inside
Because the one I used to run to,
Now makes me want to hide.
It makes me want to burry myself deep,
On the pillow you layed your head so many times
I try to slip away,
But you're still pacing through my mind
You see I'd rather not dislike you,
But in this situation, what else am I to do?
I must pretend this never happened,
Erase my memories completely,
And forget about you.