Falling Up

a song about my life

v1

It's been awhile since I could say I was happy
I know you can taste my fucked up life
I can't remember your face
But I remember the way you taste
In a way that I can barely explain

Chorus

In a life that never found a way
I think I've finally found a way
The pain I feel, it's all the same
Yet somehow I feel changed today
God, please let me sleep tonight
Yet I want to stay awake and pray
Little did I know all this time
I was falling up, I found the light

v2

Addicted and pissed off at everything but you
I need someone to love me just for being me
A stain that will not ever go away
The scars bring pain, it makes it hard to change

( Chorus )

Bridge

I wish I could say I love myself
I wish I could say I wasn't addicted
I wish I could say I'm not all by myself
But I can't lie quite that easily

( Chorus )

Please God let me sleep tonight
Please God let me stay awake
For I don't need to dream tonight
I think I'll stay awake