Sick and Tired

This is a poem on abuse and the struggle through it.

Stop breaking my heart
You're tearing me apart
Can't stop the tears
Can't control my fears
I'm like a puppy in a puddle
All I wanna do is cuddle
That look on your face
Like I'm toxic waste
The darkness of your eyes
The heat of your fists
Never been bliss
All I want is that kiss
Never knew the time
Where I could make you mine
Never knew the place
Where you wouldn't slap my face
Hard hits
Bloody bits
Sore tits
All your fits
Why can't you quit
Can't you see that I'm hurt
Stop treating me like dirt
Sick and tired of all the bloody stains on my shirt
Going through so much pain
Just for your pimpin fame
I need to go without a doubt
Wide eyes looking for a way out
I've got to try
Try till I die if I don't stay alive