An Intense Cry

a suicide attempt never finished

I dreamed as I fell

I lay as I tell

The story of a slut

Whose heart was always cut

The stiches that are begining to tear

About to break down into a nightmare

Swallow the broken glass and let it pierce my heart

Choke on the nails and let it cut off my voice box

Throw the body off the cliff and break my neck

Push me into the burning flame and don't protect

So many times have I brought myself shame

The open door to reality, this isn't a game

I feel myself fall

As darkness calls

And all the while blaming myself for it all

Because I'm the cause

Putting everyone else's life on pause

No one really cares

Because no one's really there

I look to the sky

And just wonder why

How can I try

And still be alive

How do I strive

And in the end, just break down and cry