"never again

letting your wall down because of love then putting it right back but this time stronger

I'm so naive when it comes to you,
I'm so weak when it comes to your words.
I honestly cared about you,
when I thought I was too young to care for anyone.
I can't believe I actually thought,
you cared for me too.
Now I sit back terrified, thinking I'm destined
to an eternity of lonelines.
Circumstances were hard I truly understand,
but your guilt and confusion slapped me in my face,
and pierced my heart until I could no longer find my breath.
Was this truly necessary? What went throught your mind?
All that crossed my mind was what did I say?
What did I do that was so wrong?
I thought my world ended, all over you.
How stupid of me.
I now will build my wall so tall and thick, that no one
shall ever reach me.
I will never let my guard down, and crumble at their feet.
I will never be made a fool for love or lust, whatever it was.
I will never fall so fast to where I can't pick myself back up.
Like I did with you.
NEVER AGAIN!