Trying to

How i was feeling when i was going through those difficult teenage years

Trying to



Blood on the floor, What have I have done
I didn't mean to cause all this pain
I'm hurting, I'm dying, I'm drowning in my own self pity.

Trying to escape, Only to walk in circles
Trying to sort my head out, only confusing myself more
Trying to make up for disapointing my family, only to disapoint myself.

Trying to get on with people, only clashing heads
Trying to be myself only to get gossiped about.

I want to be free to do as I please
Why do I hurt other people by just being me?
so I tried to look deep inside myself
only to find a shallow person.