will it all go away

will my past just go away

You've made me cry
I've tried to die
But I always chickened out

The scars I had
When I was sad
Won't seem to go away

Thoughts in my head
Blood on my bed
It'll never all wash out

The past is gone
I've carried on
I wish I could just forget

But I cannot
No one's forgot
Can I wish it all away?