Trying to forget you

never happend to me. just from observations.

I still remember the day i met you
It was love at first site
your eyes, your smile
everything about you just seemed so right

Each day with you passed by so fast
each night without you seemed longer then the last
but then things slowly deteriorated
we were no longer close

You always had a new excuse
you never stayed for long
your kiss suddenly became extra cold
you were seeing someone else i was told

I refused to believe it
i just could not understand
you had told me you loved me
i had given you my heart
you had become my world
and now it was all falling apart

I wanted to hate you and God knows i tried
but no matter what i did
you were and always will be the first true love of my life
now all i have left are the pillows to cry on
all i have left are the memories to hold
you no longer want me i realize
as the tears slowly fall from behind my eyes

Yet i still wish
and i continue to hope
maybe someday, maybe sometime
you will look at me with that golden fire of passion
burning furiously within your serene brown eyes.