Stronger than before

why i am a better person after it all

its just to hard to imagine that it was all a lie
such a facade
the smoke is rising now do you see it?
no thats not the flames from my broken heart
but from the bridge that is now burnt forever

lies all around me
lies in the world
I thought love could over come all
thought it was stronger than all the lies
then I turned around and realized it was in my own backyard
the very existance I was running from all these years
got closerr to me than I ever realized
sleeping in the very spot next to me

your the lie ive been running from
your the type of guy ive always tried to avoid
so typical but very sneaky
coulda fooled me; oh wait you did
for so many years
how could you let it go on that long?

so im easily replaced
not a surpise
i knew I saw something else everytime i looked into your eyes
always got that feeling
now its real and not just an idea

but in the end I thank you
i never wanted to end up with that type of guy
i know i desurve better
and if i never find him
at least i didnt go on living a lie with you