Never Again

Sense of loss but lesson learned

Anger, frustration, resentment filled with rage,

All plays a part of my emotion filled day


The reason for these thoughts lies deep within

But like for most, they are born from mistakes

And riddled with sin


For I have made a mistake one costly and ever so dear

For that I lost my love, and now I fear


I gave up all rights to happiness and equanimity

Love, joy, friendship, and purity


I can’t even find a reason why

I let this love go; it’s enough without any lies


If wishes were granted I would want to learn

Just to turn back time and have my love return


You must realize his heart and soul was pure and untainted

He was as beautiful to me as the sunrise


His voice was pure calmness and comfort to my heart and very soul

Now I lay awake with eyes closed tight wishing he would appear


But I know it’s too late for me to have any second chance

Now I must settle for a mere passing glance


I have let him slip through my fingers like sand through the hour glass

Lost to my darkened sad soul

Never again to walk this life as one, as whole…