I'm [Not] Sorry

How I feel about this...

I'm [Not] Sorry

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, okay?
How many times must I say
I'm sorry,
Okay?

Don't say that I screwed up
Don't say that I had lied
I told you the truth
So I wouldn't have to hide.

I loved you.
You loved me.
Happiness abundant.
Tears never shed.
But I made a choice.
I told you the truth.
Could it really be that bad?

I know I shouldn't have,
But let me explain.
I couldn't take it any longer.
Lying was not right.
I had to let it out.

Don't get your friends involved.
Don't tell them lies about me.
I told you what I had to tell you.
Messengers are not needed.
I told you,
Not him.

So let it go.
What's done is done.
Do not have regrets.
You wanted it, too.

But I will always love you.