Hiding

A small poem about the fear that I felt immidiatly after falling in love with my fiancee.

Bright hazel shining eyes,
staring into the ones called my own,
causing my heart to skip a beat,
making me unsteady on my feet.
Warm gentle hands,
caressing my face,
making my breath,
start to shake.
I feel my usual trembles,
there in your arms,
but I know you will kiss them away.
You have never let me fear.

Sometimes though,
I start to ask.
How many lies
hide behind those eyes?
How much rage,
red and swirling,
do you conceal?
I know of your dark side,
cruel and careful,
I revel in your light,
loving and protective.

But am I ignorant to the true soul hiding behind?
I pray that I am not,
for I want you to trust me,
on top of loving me,
but how do you love,
somone you do not trust,
how do you trust,
if you're hiding?