unheard

unheard words

The chords of this silence
grow thick with time,
as the pendlum swings
marks the next minute.
As another comes rushing in,
I find myself still
trying to recover from the last,

Tricked into belief,
hiding who you really are.
I keep no secrets,
I say it as plain as I know how.
I say it over and over again...
and then I have to say it again!
Yet my words are not heard...
feelings ignored.

My frustration is growing,
In case you failed to notice.
Excuse me, think I've mistaken
you for somebody else

The time is passing so slowly now
As I am tired of repeating myself
Talking to a deaf ear.
And with each disregard...
my heart breaks a little more.
As you Ignore my words,
total disrespectful of my being,
taking away more and more of me.

I am being totally consumed...
taken by total surprise.
Maybe the time is still here
maybe I am but a whysper
that went by, that you just
didnt want to hear.