I hate everything about you

A poem about how i used to feel about myself. includes self harm be warned.

I hate everything about you

I hate everything about you,
I can stand that person looking back at me
You repulse me
You frighten me
Everything about you is wrong

I look at you for hours
Too disgusted to look away
You have no purpose
You’re wrong
Just wrong,

You need to change
You’re too horrible to exist
You shouldn’t be here
You shouldn’t exist

If you leave people wouldn’t care
You’re nothing
You never will be
Reach for the razor
You’re pathetic


I draw the harsh cold metal against my wrist
My last thought
As I look into the mirror
The person staring back at me
I hate everything about you