I Should Have Known

An anger Poem to my sexual abuser

I should of known
when I first met you your precious smile was deceiving
but of course being me I kept believing
that you could do no harm

I should have known
that your soft touch and passionate kisses would hurt me in the end
that your "love" was just pretend
but I was so caught in the fact
that I thought I had someone who loved me back

I should of known
that love was never the motivation
just your overwhelming tempation
I know what came over you
not sure what came over me
caught in the fog I couldn't see
the ass inside of you
the sucker that fell for it inside of me

Could I
Should I
ever forgive you?
you sure as hell don't derserve it
but being mad is not even worth it

sorry is too late
don't mention it I'm fine
I've moved on and grown
and never again will I have to say
that I should have known