The Stuggle

a struggle of a 14 year old girl

Pain will go away...
Slowly, scars shall fade.
Words replay...
Over and Over again.

Now is when I need you
now is when I want you.
Lord... I got to have you
to make it through this day.
 
You say no one can hurt me when your near.
I just dont feel you here right now.

Right now.
Right now when I need you the most.
I need you to help me.
I need you to hold me.

I need you.... Right Now when:
These thoughts of mine take over:
my head starts the spinin'-
the blood starts a pouring
tears are fallin' now...
I see that bloody razor
know I need to change.
Lord.. I need you so I can.
   
Right now! I know I need you.

The time for me to surrender...
The time now to give my life over.
The time... is now
   
Cuz now is when I need you,
now is when I want you.
Lord... I got to have you to make it though this day.