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sad but true |
| I hear it, I see it, I feel it, I want it, I tear at my flesh at the mere mention of it. It tears me apart and puts me together continuously. Chews me and eats me and spits me out into a room of answerless questions. Meaningless life in a white coated noose. The screams of distant invisible voices never there. They tell me to hurt and want me to hear them. They just wont stop. The little dancing man in the corner wont stop laughing at me with his big toothed furry smile. I fall on the floor and into a a warm puddle of my own shame. The scary scary man with the shock machine comes to destroy me! strapped down they keep me as they rape my mind I want out! I smell a mixture of sweat and urine as I am put into my bed, a thumb in my mouth and a man still in the corner; now frowning and shaking his the voices ceased for another day. Me in a corner on wet sheets and still wanting death to come and take me forever. Insanity has taken over and here It shall remain. |