I'm so Cold.

I just want to say that I am NOT suicidal. Just dreading winter.

I've been out here for hours
Laying in the snow
Watching the snowflakes
Drift slowly down to Earth

But now I'm so cold
My breath no longer warms the air
My fingertips are turning blue
As my skin becomes like ice

The sun is quickly setting
And the air becomes so still
Only two emotions screaming out
And one is I'm so cold

But this chilling bite
Is all I wish to feel
I want to freeze away
This pain that was left behind

I don't want to feel
I don't want to think
I don't want to be anything
But these three words:

I'm so cold