Confusion

i still have feelings for someone i used to love and still do

I think to myself alone,
Why do I love you?
What do I see in you?
Why can’t I just move on?

We are unlike in many ways.
It would never work between us.
And yet why do I love you?
Why am I attracted to you?

Is it the way you look at me?
Is it how you embrace me for a hug?
Is it because of the desire to kiss?
Is it because of the desire to be with you?

You won’t leave my mind.
I never wanted to leave you in the first place,
But I did because we wouldn’t make it.
I think I made a mistake.

I found someone else that loves me, and I him.
He’s all I could ever ask for.
And yet you’re still on my mind.
If only I knew why you’re still there.