Looking back at my life

Its connected to my life.this comes straight from the heart.

I stand by the sea,watching the sun rise,
Thinking of where I stand today,
And i realise that as my soul cries,
Life doesnt mean much to me anyway.

I think of all the things I have done,
Of all the glory bestowed along the way,
There exists a void in my life unfilled,
The happiness within me,that i long ago killed.

I think of what i gained and lost,
Sometimes i laughed and sometimes cried,
Believing I reached the pedestal supreme,
Yet something's amiss as it may seem.

I stand by the sea,watchin as the same sun dies,
Thinking of where I stand today,
And i realise that even as I surmise,
Life just goes on anyway.