Apologies

This is a letter to my mom. Because I'm sorry

Mom,

I love you







I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where I can't be what you want me to be



I'm sorry that I'm going to a time when everything is lost inside of me



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where my life is lost and confusing



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where my life is filled with constant delusions



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where I can't live up to your expectations



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where I've wasted all your preparations



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where I don't know what to do



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where I'm lost even with all these clues



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where I'm behind in my school



I'm sorry that I'm going through a time where I keep breaking the rules



I'm sorry Mom



I love you mom



Please give God some time



So that he can fix what is inside



I'm sorry that I've caused you so much pain



I'm sorry that there are troubles that I gave







I love you,

Mom