Painfully Free

A self observation of failure

          Married, I will never be
To drugs and booze went my money

          Nothing to offer a family
          Too late to find serenity
   
I would have liked to have some kids
should have took control over what I did

  Lived like a step dad once or twice
  That family feeling was quite nice
     
      A solitary man I seem to be
                  Thats ok
              I'm used to me