My wishes

I wrote this in the midst of an abusive relationship

Im not suicidal
I dont want to die
I just want to get out of here
Get out of my body and fly

I want to feel like I have no problems
I dont wana feel burdens on everything i do
Ide like to smile because im really happy
Not because everyone else is too

I want to know how it feels to have no regrets
I want to be carefree
I dont want to be weighed down because of everything on my shoulders
I want to remember how it feels to be me

I want to enjoy the sunshine
And the breeze on my face
It would be nice to have one good day
I wish i could break outa this place

I want to be noticed
And maybe have purpose
One day i will be the girl
Who knows she will do it