Lost Nerves

Thinking about a time when you didn't have the confidence to step up.

FEELING NERVOUS AND APPREHENSIVE
UNABLE TO COMPREHEND MY FEELINGS
WITH EMOTIONS RUNNING HIGH
RECEIVING AN AWARENESS I GET FROM NO OTHER
THE EFFECT HE HAS ON ME
UNEXPECTED, UNEXPLAINED, UNENDING
THOUGHTS CONJURED UP
THAT WERE THOUGHT TO BE BURIED
AFFECTIONS RELEASED          
THAT WERE THOUGHT TO BE ABOLISHED
A SHYNESS I THOUGHT I HAD OVERCOME
POWERLESS TO LOOK HIM STRAIGHT IN THE EYE
AND FEEL NOTHING
AFRAID OF THE CONSEQUENCE
HOPING FOR ALL TO BE WELL