lost

confused and lost

I'm lost......... in the endless white sands of time
Desperately trying to find the answers to many questions
Why am I here........ what is my purpose of living if I'm alone
All alone in this desolent land.
What am I looking for in this place
That is one of the many questions that keep me up at night
Sometimes i wonder am I really alive or am I already dead
And just hasn't completely realized it yet since it seems so like a dream
But either way I'm gana continue my long search for what that has left me
So I will continue to search for my memories
To once again become whole again