i still cant.

.it tells all the things im to affraid to say

This feeling in my gut
tells me your lying that you
know
what I’ve been doing that I have the scars
to prove
I hate life.
but I don’t just kill my self.
I don’t want to, I know it will hurt them, but they even said they don’t mind if I do it. but I cant and I don’t know why…