It's Life

Just something I felt I had to write. Don't even know if I want this to be an actual poem.

I dreamed about you last night,
and we were happy.
Then I woke up and asked myself if it was just a dream,
Wanting so bad for this life to be a nightmare.
I tried to fall back asleep,
But my body wouldn't let me.
That's the first time I fell asleep since we've been apart.
I guess what we had was just a dream.

I walked outside my room to escape this.
When I returned I noticed my roommates had decorated my door.
It's my Birthday.
Then I cried.
I miss you.