If only

I can't do this any more

If i could speak what i felt
The force of my words,
Would tremble the air around
And my tears would soak my face
For this pain is too much

If i could have aything i wished for
I'd wish i told those i love
Just how much they mean to me
I'd use each day to prove
My unconditional love.

If my heart had a voice
It'd would share what i keep hidden
Afraid to let others see
For fear they'd reject me
Like others before.

If only i was true to myself
I'd live without inhibition
Speak without fear
Free like a bird, the world beneath me.
I'd soar to heights unknown
And perch on feble branches

I wouldn't be afraid to fall.