Despairing

losing the one you love leaves you feeling like you've lost yourself

If I close my eyes
the pain surfaces
and the darkness will arise.
Running scared, once again,
in my own mind
while dark thoughts start to settle in.
I can’t get away.
There is no place to hide,
They find me everywhere, every day.
Now I’m wishing you could just see
I’m nothing anymore
‘Cause without you I’m not me.
I need you here!
Before I get lost
and drown in my own fear.