Struggles

Thoughts debating wether to open up to 'sir' or not.

Struggles
Come on in Sir,
the door's open
No Sir you can't come in,
the door's closed.
You make me smile Sir,
yet all I show is that
emotionless path Sir,
It's dark yet blazing.
wont you notice Sir?
I'm an open book
pick me up Sir,
No thanks i've changed my mind,
Sir
I think these thoughts over and over
as I see you approach. What am I
so scared of?
you.
But I'll get over it and I'll let you in.
Well maybe not, It's cluttered in here.