still not there-prolugue

This is the prolugue of I story I am writing its mythical,ferrie like.I'm still writing it

Prolugue

  As I looked up at the sun for the first time in 17 years I realized I missed so much of my life especially the life I had with him, we've grown so close and now we're apart.   
  I will never allow myself to say goodbye to him,but I will get myself out of this mess,and I will find him, and WE will be happy again, and WE will fight anybody in
our way.
  And if there's a God out there please help me...