It's time

Girl afraid of who'll she'll be with out her mask of pretend happiness

So many voices in my head
Trying to tell me right from wrong
But i can't tell which is which
I'm going crazy! Tears overflowing like the most
Beautiful waterfall you've ever seen.

SHUT UP! Is all i could
Possibly say.
I need help I'm screaming
For it at the top of my lungs
Why can't anyone hear me?
If I love you the way I do
How the fuck am I numb?

I could never tell you this
For then i would lose you
But you see me in the corner
Crying my eyes out with a smile on my
Face still trying to wear the mask though
It's beginning to break.

But wait! I'm not ready for the real me
to come out yet! You won't like it.... I
won't like it, but FUCK! Tired of this smile
I want to meet the real me. Am i crazy?
The answer? Yes.
Please don't leave me my love.