Manic Episode

This is how I feel sometimes.

Unstable; you can use that word.
It escapes from your lips
(Abruptly, it doesn't creep.)
And mixes with things unspoken.
Silent words expressed unintentionally
Raise the hair lying on my neck.
My tear ducts are filling;
They now spill over the edge.
Heartbeats equal sudden tachycardia,
Fits of rage spurt out.
Yelling, screaming, homicide as well
Have become my sources of hope.
Nothing cures an unbalanced mind,
It is forever uncontrolled.