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Inspired by short lived romances w/ other emotionally wounded people |
| A beautiful muse for distraction. A beautiful mistake to look back on. I could love you. You could free me from my cynical discontent. I could rescue you from your insecurities. I miss the sensation of mutual vulnerability. I’ll salute the red flags because I missed the sensation of romantic happiness. Seductive lines. Seductive lies. I want to rescue you from your self induced loneliness. Rescue you from your undecided future. Rescuing you would be a beautiful projection of rescuing me. A false sense of happiness. A hopeful romance with a hopeless future. The knowledge of Freud's ego defense mechanisms provides interesting enlightenment into a constant state of mind. Displacement and sublimation. I smile. You laugh. We enjoy the company of exciting people all the while the burden of past betrayls haunts the moment. Faded memories of love's past constantly right under the surface. I blink my eyes to bring me back to the present. August 2012 . |