Not your plaything

Even after all these years its still how i feel

For all the years i was a vacant zombie

For all the time i couldn't look at someone without seeing you

For the tears i shed when they weren't deserved

For using me the way you did

For all this i say i am done with you

I am not your little doll that whenever you break me you toss me aside

This time i am not going to stitch myself up and come back

I am cutting your puppet strings

You will never again be my lover, my master, mine.

I am not your plaything.

Kitty