Never There

You're never there...

Never There

Watch while I destroy myself
All my life tainted, decaying
Watch the darkness swallow me
Pull me through this, set me free.

Tell me why do you do this?
Make your every word a lie
Cut me closer to the vein
Before my anger's set free.

Why did I give to you my soul?
Why did I give to you control?
Why can't you make me feel alive?
I don't want to fade away.

Beat me down into the ground
Leave me lying in my pain
Peel it back reveal the scar
My life is worthless in your eyes.

Tell me why do you do this?
Make your every word a lie
Cut me closer to the vein
Before my anger's set free.

Why did I give to you my soul?
Why did I give to you control?
Why can't you make me feel alive?
I don't want to fade away.

Dismissed
I feel so
Alone
I really tried
You're never there
You're never there
You're never there
You're never there
You're never there

Why did I give to you my soul?
Why did I give to you control?
Why can't you make me feel alive?
I don't want to fade away.

O god don't let me fade away
O god don't let me fade away.

*****
Ravyn Stone
Written: 22/07/03
.::. Never There .::. from Behind the Words