As my heart ticks

A poem i wrote 2 years ago

As my heart ticks and skips a beat
every thought of you im forced and have to meet
i thought i could have been in love i just liked you
i thought i had a chance well not true
I cant say im alone i have some people
Though alot of people are evil and decietful
i write out of joy and sorrow
till marry day bring me morrow
I saw you at first glance thought i had no chance guess i was right
i didnt fight this feeling
the compassion im consealing
i was hiding now i set it free not like anythings changed
ima always be me
the grass is always greenr for the asshole thats meaner
yea lifes not fair
i dont care things fall out of place
i find it hard to keep my slow pace
i shift as i sleep at night shadows clutching me tight
i need the light to shine on me
refuse the shadows to dine on me or consume my soul
creating a new hole
i aint got nothin else to say guess im out