Not Worth Living

My battle with depression and how I felt all the time.

Bleeding red
a broken heart
pale blue
a soul depart
split in two
thrown away
Guess I'm really
here to stay
Flying high
on a bottled break
Wishing there
was some mistake
Mountain cliff
looking down
one small step
a tumbling crown
Down below
hands that pull
Eyes above
dead and dull
Looking back
Stepping forward
Breaking silence
twisted world
Going down
falling under
Flash of light
rolling thunder
Slowly let go
no more lore
This is a life
not worth living anymore