one day too soon

a sad poem about loss and how death can change a family

Sitting here in your room I keep hoping that i'll see your face
that last year was just a dream
mom wont stop crying
dad hardly comes home from work anymore
I hate that you left me here all alone
I hate myself more for being the reason why
You where on your to get me
I had called you instead of dad
the rain was pouring down
you car went off the road trying to avoid the deer
I will never forgive myself of all the things I didn't say
now your gone and I cant find a way to bring you back
I'm sitting in your room hoping that you'd come back
that you didn't die and that it was all a bad dream
you were my brother and my best friend
now your a stone in the ground
i would talk to that stone but I feel crazy
so my brother though you are gone I will live on
one day I will see you again and I wont be sad
till that day I will feel sorrow and regret