I Need You

An abusive love

I need you



I've said it before and I'll say it again,
I need you.
Were barley holding on, questioning why we can't let go
Yet I want you.
Throwing me down and pushing you back
I wonder why I have to ask.
Yelling at me and screaming ten times louder to you
It's complicated huh?
Hitting me sideways and fighting back
We were meant to be?
Holding me apologizing and trying to forgive you
Nobody's perfect right?
Bruising my eyes and listening to your 'sorrys.'
It wont happen again?
You said it before and you'll say it again
You need me.
Until it's planted in my head and I believe it myself.
You want me.