sleepless2

no sleep again

Really late at night and i get no sleep

shadows darkness depression

can always keep my heart in a stasis

life's broken places

pain within my heart

needing wanting craving a brand new start

always in a new lie

always finding another mistress of burden

all she knows is hurting crushing killing me

from the inside

i cried and died and wished for a new place to hide

I'm a lover with no love

a romance in a trance

i make my surroundings smile

and cringe in defeat

i look for some help

but no one can truly meet my conscience real me

the darkness i do hide not alone not a home

just trapped in this zone

blind by darkness

i do roam for eternity

for again wish a cemetery were my home

death my new goal

no longer can be whole

to many pieces taken from me

my heart and pain dont stray far see