Depression

I suffer from depression and this is how depression can feel at times.

I’m being pulled under
Slowly
Painfully
The light is fading and it’s getting
Dark
Darker
My insides are
Dying
But
It doesn’t show
I smile
But
I’m really not smiling
My heart is
Heavy
And
Weighing
Me
Down
I have
No
Control of what is happening
I fight
But
It’s a
Losing
Battle
I fight anyway
My mind is on an amusement park ride
The ride slows down
But
Never
Stops
Then it
Closes
For the season
So that
Repairs
Can be made