I miss you

I wrote this as a young teenager after I lost my best friend to suicide

Day and night...
You're out of sight.
I'm alone....
On my own.
Why?!
I cry....
Where did you go?
I miss you so!
What am I to do?
Alone, without you.
They say....
It'll be ok.
But it won't!
So don't. ....
Lie to me!
You can't see,
What I feel...
But if you wait, I'll reveal...
How I'm in pain...
My loss, without gain...
I stand here
And I fear
The truth....
Your gone!
I'm on my own!!!
There's nothing more I can do,
Other than, keep on loving you!