No Winners

I am mad at myself for feeling this way; I wish I could start over a new day.

My heart has lost it's fire, it never glistens
How much do I have to beg, to get you to listen
How many times do I have to say I feel unloved
How many times do I have to wish I was held and hugged

Dizzy from the idea of leaving
My heart is broken and barely beating
I am mad at myself for feeling this way
I wish I could start over a new day

You tell me things, like you're there for me, to flatter
But when I need you most you're not there, what does it matter
You never ask me what's wrong, or what I'm feeling
By the look on my face, I need healing

I can't help someone who doesn't want help
I can't make you see what I've seen, heard and felt
This has been a battle, a war, a stalemate
You're living in this comfort, but time doesn't wait

The tables will turn and you'll see what I mean
I hope you find a shoulder to cry on, or some where to lean
So I'm leaving you now, at a solid draw
No winners here today, no winners at all.