Tension

Struggles

It pulls me tighter,
i must fight,
harder and harder,
against the tension in my heart,
so I will not fall apart.

Pulling on me
is the
ANGER,and
HATRED,
that is deep inside.

No one sees,
no one hears,
for I lock it away from the
unhelpful
eyes and ears.

More and more,
I find it harder to fight,
and I dream of letting go,
letting it pull me apart into nothing,
for I dream of no tension.