just my inner thoughts

my everyday thought

every since that day i put a fake smile on my face making my fake laugh sound real every day but really im in a dark place my place of happniess is no longer a safe space for me which causes me to go away i can still feel hear and see but yet my body in a different state my heart change color everyday one day i will tell my story but today not the day just know that my happniess became a dark place