I should’ve been a star

You hear that silence? No? Yes? I hear it very clearly. You can’t hear silence obviously, but like I guess I can feel it? For almost my whole life maybe since I was 6 or 7 I’ve always wanted to become a singer, or a songwriter. Ironically singing really loud in a house with 3 people didn’t give me any attention. The way I see it not having any real criticism or any real comment on this has made me pretty delusional. I fully think I can sing, write, maybe even act, however I get jealous and even sad when I see people close to my age becoming musicians or getting fame. I should’ve been a star. I’m in love with what I consider my talent and I feel If only I had more time. I wish I would’ve got more attention. I should’ve been a fucking star. If you don’t believe I should be let me tell you… yeah I go off the rails, but see I’m self aware too! I’m the total package for agents or pr. I should’ve been a star, but alas I’m trying to sound like a professional writer.